Sunday, June 04, 2006

hallo. decided to drop in and blog. heh.

emerge conference just ended. feeling much more spiritually alive. thank God for that!

summary of the great conference

day 1 was great. kicked off the event with POS. really felt certain parts of pastor kongs sermons speak to me. i mean like even thou they werent totally positive stuff. but i can see parallels between den and now. when i just got on fire for God, where everything seemed so messed up but God worked it out bit by bit where every sermon he spoke a to me and it was like a slap in the face. and got other kool revelations too la. got one about Abraham and Isaac, when God tested Abraham. that was my first in a long time. heh.

day 2 was fanastic. loved morning service. pastor kong laid hands on all the JC/CI people. amen. it felt so great. he touched me den i fell straight away. den i went on the ground. instantly i was back up. den i was thinking. har. liddat only ah. but when i went back to my seat, i just started weeping and shaking in his presence. amen! amen! amen! den got second revelation. it was about how God's fire would come down and consume offerings that they placed on the altar in the old testament and leaving nothing behind. and how we should be like that. heh.

den night time was great man. haha. all my chinese music fans would have loved it. can u believe it. emerge conference, session 3, pastor aries invited kelly, junyang and taufik to come and sing. my gosh. so coool la. and sermon was the best man! revelation number 3. on the love chaper in cor.

day 3. saturday. session 4 was saturday night. was good too man. but at that point of time i was quite upset cus i lost my notebook heh. oh well. Sun came back to sing for us. i like one of her songs man. wanna buy the new album. dun see my chinsese lousy. heh. her lyrics quite ok to get. i wonder if you can guess why i asked u to get her album. u listened to her songs today too. heh. [previous 2 sentences were talking to a specific person] that night really got soaked in the holy spirit. got a fresh idea into my head. its like i dunno why but i wanna make a headway into the christian music industry. but den again. i cant sing, cant play guitar. i ll love to see God shock me in that one. heh.

day 4. heh. didnt enjoy morning session as much as i would have la. i just kept questioning God and myself. where was my revival. but den it all changed. i was like oh my son. pastor kong just answered my question in his sermon. prayer life. amen! but really happy la. sean cheered me up. as in like so cool. for once someone in cell came up to me and encouraged me. oh yar. my hero of today is jing an. haha. THANKS A MILLION wo-MAN! its like the most unexpected person found my notebook. amen! like last night. i told myself i wouldnt worry. den all the problems sorted themselves out. turned out that azri fell sick and wasnt ignoring me. take care loads man. den my mom let me come for night session and i didnt even argue with her. and my notebook was found. woohoo! session 6 was like finale. love the strikeforce UDMs. haha. and the performance rocked. heh. i really pray God can raise me up to serve like them. and worship was great. i just felt God telling me. this is so much u can get. u have to experience the rest urself. den after that pastor spoke of that again. kool right.

i feel that emerge really let me rediscover the beauty of praise and worship, of being spiritual, of having a walk with God. it let me appreciate my cellmates who i sort of distanced myself from cus of some small silly incidents. really re-experienced that first love of how God told me u need to change this and that. the holy spirit taking control of u making u weep and tremble. the revelation. God speaking to u. the dreams. wow!

i m really happy. heh. but i m really busy. its like everyone wants a piece of me. how. God. help me! events i have are OBS den after that i have debates, investiture prep, study for mid years, project work. my gosh.

love her alot leh. but it has to end after tmr. but i guess it ll work out for the better. haha. the dream she had. lol. but Lord, give us the strength to follow it through this time k. cus i know if we can get thru this, we have a great future ahead together.

|cowpoo| 10:59 PM|

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